Tonight I went to see my counselor (I try to go once or twice a month). I started going to talk about the situation with my mom/parents, but lately we mostly talk about work with the exception of the few times after the Alaska debacle where we focused on my mom again! ;) Anyways, I was talking to her tonight and I realized that I'm in a really good place. Monday was rough, but Tuesday through Thursday was pretty good.
Tuesday evening, I got to meet the phenomenal Goldilocks for some after-work wine and sushi. We had the best time! This was the first time I had ever met in person someone whose blog I read (with the exception of people I actually know who also blog), and it was so cool. She is just as I imagined her when reading her blog - fun, smart, and she has a wonderful attitude on life. She wrote about this as well, but we talked and talked and talked like we had known each other forever, and then I looked down and realized it was 8 pm and I needed to get home to my boys. We definitely have to do it again soon, and she has inspired me to try to be more positive in my posting (although I will still need to occasionally vent!). ;)
This week wasn't particularly better in any other specific way, but I just feel like myself again. I feel more rested, I feel more confident at work because I'm kicking some serious butt if I do say so myself, I get to see my hubby and son every evening instead of traveling like a crazy woman, and life is feeling better. Now, I am hoping to get back into exercising soon because I know that will improve my mood and self-esteem more. I just ordered some Zumba DVDs after Girl From Florida inspired me. Maybe in the new year, I can take some in person classes too (I think the local community college may have some so maybe I can convince some people from work or friends to join me).
Until then, I'm just hoping that this good place will stick around for awhile! ;) I'm loving that "Dog Days Are Over" song by Florence and the Machine, so maybe that's what has made me feel better too. Gotta run for now, but wanted to post! Hopefully something more exciting again soon (need to be better about posting photos - need to figure out how!).
2 comments:
Goldilocks had great things to say about meeting you. She totally sold you! I had to rush right over to your blog to see what you were all about! Thanks for the comment on my blog already.
You should definitely try Zumba. It's fun. I've been running a few times a week & my mood has changed significantly. Actually, I've only been able to fit in 1-2 runs a week the last few weeks & I've been feeling kinda grumpy/anxiety ridden lately. I'm learning that exercise really does help your mood & self-esteem!
YAY! I'm so glad you're feeling better and more yourself and in a good place. That is HUGE! I've been seeing my counselor and I can tell what a huge difference it makes.
You're too sweet with your kind words. :o) I can't wait to get together again!! Next time all the boys need to come too!
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